:: 07 September 2007 ::
:: 2:33 PM ::
♥ Hate that I love you ♥
at the first , i didnt plan to blog in this month . but there are many thing happened made me felt badly . i'm so down now . first , is my juniors . how can they do that ?! they pretended didnt see me when i purposely passed by beside them ! just BESIDE THEM ! + I WAS STARING AT THEM ! what the ?! they dont respect me ! it hurts . so , i didnt go into hua yue ting during recess . i just went up to have a look at my form1 juniors . form1 are much better than form2 ! but , this is not the main thing that made me felt sad .
second , i dont really satisfy my trial exam marks . i scored quite high mark for geography . i really made an effort to read the whole geography book . math killed me . i didnt get an A for my math . i'm so sad . i cannot make any excuse in everything i do . so , all i can do is do more exercises . practice makes perfect . history also scored low mark . the questions are more in form3 but i only focused in form1 and form2 . aikz . one word , KAYAO !
third , THIS IS REALLY HURT ME BADLY ! i never thought it will happen in our class . i thought our class is not the same with our classes . and yet , it has happened . i realised that , even the guy also better than the girl . lets us call the girl as XX . i was so disappointed when i knew the truth . SHE IS SO CHILDISH ! can't she accept the way people are ?! this is the real of them , you expect from them ? no one is perfect in this world . i just realised that she bu shuang quite number of our classmates . she bu shuang a person without any reason . wahsai , how she do that uh ?! i wonder ! why ? why she does that ? our class is started to break into one gang one gang already . no one is perfect in this world ! everyone has the bad side of themselves and definitely got good side ! cant they just look at their good side and try to not bu shuang that person or this person ? you have the rights to choose whether you want to be a good person or a bad person . why they cannot choose to be a good person and love all the people in the way they are ? be more mature ! dont bu shuang a person just because you had saw the bad of that person . if you make yourself to accept that person , you will find out that actually the person is a very nice person too and the person may become one of your true friend ! honestly , i didnt bu shuang anyone , i didnt hate anyone . i am honest . since i had read the bible which about life . i totally changed my attitude and the way i treat other people . i am totally different from last year . this is the truth , guys , if you dont believe it , you can ask lyn , she is close to me since last year . and , i dont like those people , they pretend to treat you good in front of you and gossip or talk the bad of you . this kind of people called - backstabbers . if you cannot stand the person already , just straight away tell that person . dont just talk about the person's bad at behind of that person . you may make the person hate you , but at least you let her know her bad attitude and she will change . thats why , i have been very honest to all my friends . if they make me really cannot tahan , i will be very straight forward to tell her . i rather choose to lose a friend than the person is being hate by other people because of the person's bad attitude . i am this kind of people . if one day this happen to you , im sorry , but all i do is for your own good .
p.s. : i thought our class is different from other classes , but , i'm wrong .
p.p.s. : louise , thanks for the hug =] i felt better already . i dont think i wanna do that slide show already . sorry .
p.p.p.s. : readers , dont tell anyone k ? i dont want make any problem just because my opinion . thanks : )
