MissJane

:: 23 January 2007 ::

:: 10:51 PM ::

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heyy! blog! lolx. just finished iron my uniform. so hot! hmmm, what i want to write already ahhhx? forgot already lahx. charm lohx, kehilangan ingatan already. ehhh! know it already. lolx. valentine day is coming nehhhx. let me count down. wait ya, WAIT! 1, 2, 3, 4, 5... 21days! waw! so close nia. you know what, my school got a stall, that sell those key chain that for couple one. every key chain also pair one. cool right? i was shcoked when i heard it. normally i wont listen when assembly. but then suddenly that person said : '' we have stall that sell roses, chocolates, key chain, bears and so on. " waw? lolx. first time nia. normally school does not allow couple in school, but then they gave permission that club to sell those things. our headmitress open-minded already? no idea. cant imagine. almost everyone was shocked. hmmm, our headmitress is going to change the school rule already. haha. aikz. valentine day, if u receive nothing, u feel sad, but then if u received a present that not from the person you love, then sakit kepala pulak. haha. but, my school got lots of couples lahx. really. many rumores also. but, most of them got 80% is correct one. he love she, she love he... complicated relationship nia.. hmmm, wana stop liao. feel sleepy now. nitez nitez.

Baby Jane

:: 20 January 2007 ::

:: 4:31 PM ::

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wahh! long time didnt update already. haiz. charm ahx. got many homeworks to do. sial ohx. teachers are like like to give homework. :" balik rumah buat, lets continue another chapter." SIAL! SOT! haiz. tuition also. have to finish form1 & form2 all chapters in two months time. SIAL! SOT! damn sad lahx now. just went to aunt's house to have a hair cut. WTF! so ugly now. ugly till max! the fringe made my looks so ugly. so short the fringe! arghhhhhh! kao mang ahx! tomorrow i have to wear cap to church already. to cover my ugly fringe. damn it lahx. very sad now. my lovely fringe ahx. sobz. T.T tak boleh jian ren already. >.<'' haiz. make me now so moody already. sial! lots of homework waiting for me to do. cant those teachers give space to us to breath?! no air to breath! lack of oxygen! kao mang ahhhx~ dont feel wanna do homework. those teachers are sot lahx! aikz. just watched the movie, jay chou act de, the curse blah blah blah. forgot the title. feel very dizzy when i think about my HOMEWORK. lets me stop think about that. hmmm, whole week, a busy week, last friday was our school gerko day. kept on asked form1 students join pmo. haha. so, i got a bit of sorethroat now. its worth. ^^ what else i can talk about uh. hmmm. hmmm. hmmm. blah blah blah. write crapz again. i wana get a hp ahx! very hard to live without hp lahx! so hard. cant use to it lahx. life sucks without hp. totally. not joke at all. wana kill myself already. cannot sms, this is the worst. last time, i like to sms with friends before i sleep. but then now, haiz, charm. why am i so bad luck de. huh! i dont care, i dont believe it. hope, a nice hp will drop from sky. haha. mircale happen lahx. haha. my mother ask me dont get a hp nehx. she said if i want a hp, use my own money to buy. no way! pokai lohx~ where i get those money wohx. now i almost pokai already. keeping money to buy new clothes. didnt eat during recess time to keep money + diet. haha. die lohx. die very fast nia. i want get new clothes, new handbag, new shoes!!! everything new new new. xD

p/s: hope everything that i want can drop from the sky to me. xD

Jane Jane

:: 12 January 2007 ::

:: 6:35 PM ::

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stress~!! tired~!! besides of the words, i dont know still got which word can describe me now. i feel want to sleep, but then my hair is not dry yet because just finish bathing. and, i back from from school at 5 something. ahhhhhhhhhhx~ how i going to manage my time table? my time is full! totally. let see, monday, got tuition on afternoon. tuesday, got rumah, have to stay back, then straight go to tuition after back from school. wednesday, the free day i only have. thrusday, because of all my friends got stay back and im the only one, so, i stay back till 4 something, got tuition at the night too. friday, stay back for pmo practice, then at night got tuition. WALIAO~ my time is totally full~ FULL~ no time for me to read! my time is for do homework only! aikz~ i still have to finish read the novel english & sejarah form1 text book. ahhhhhhx~ kao mang ahx!!! how i going to manage my time??!! i dont want let myself so stress. i dont want to sick ahhhhhx!! sobz. this coming july pmo got concert. and i have to practice harder and harder for the perfomance. then, i have to study harder and harder for my exam. ahhhhhx~ everything needs me to do harder and put more effort. if i still continue like that i can die very fast lohhhhx~ anyone, can teach me? anyone? can help me? i dont even have time to think other thing. very pening when i think about it. help!! i need help...

my mind is stucking, Jane

:: 06 January 2007 ::

:: 5:05 PM ::

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hei! I'm here again! haha! Form3 life, not easy, complicated than form2 life. But i hope it will be a better year than form2. Hmm, suddenly, i miss church. I have two weeks didnt go to church. Miss the moment worship Lord. Now, I listening to worship song, it so touch, I love u, Jesus! You're the one save me from the darkness, You're always live in my heart.
These few days, I didnt come to write blog. You know what, I'm too busy with studies. Tuition & study, haiiiiiz~ This is, my life! Yesterday, I was stay back for practice. Suddenly, leader asked us to take all the instrument to hall to practice. Lolx! It was so hot! HOT HOT HOT!!! till 4.30. Then, today also got practice, PMO practice. so tired lahhx! Hope someone ccome and massage me, hehe! Ahhhhhx! I dont know how to arrange my time ahhhhx! Many homeworks are waiting for me! I have to read Sejarah & Science. Feel very tired of form3 life. If I can choose, I rather I can be kid forever. Kids are so good. They dont need to think anything, just play and sleep. Shiok nya~ That kind of life, who can give me? Everytime, what I want, what I wish, normally, I cant get it. God fool me/? Dont know, only God knows it. I WANT A PERSON BE MY RUBBISH BIN! BUT, THE PROBLEM IS I DONT KNOW HOW TO THROW RUBBISH AT OTHER PEOPLE! I DONT KNOW HOW TO OPEN MY MOUTH! NOBODY CAN FEEL WHAT I FEEL! NO ONE UNDERSTAND MY PROBLEM, EVEN MY BEST FRIEND! Jesus, HELP!!! Ahhhhhhx! Why am I negative thinking?!! I cant control my mind!

p/s: the big letter there, is hard to understand. If you clever enough, you will understand it.

Wake up, Jane!

:: 03 January 2007 ::

:: 3:48 PM ::

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Hey! I'm back from school already. today, time past kinda fast. Back to school life, study hard, be a guai guai lui. Today, first day of school, got assembly. I was sitting between b3 & b4, bcz that time there was no space for me to sit. Charm nya~ morning session's disipline is so strict! The place I sit, teachers were sitting in front, prefects were standing behind me. Cannot do anything. Cannot sleep & cannot talk. I just can sit at there and listen to pn.Tan Lin gave speech. Today, you know what, PN.TAN LIN used half an hour to give speech! So looooooooooooooong!!! Sienz till max! Can die already. Finally, the assembly was finished. Phew~ Then the discipline teacher said :'' form3 students please stay at there, perfects will go check your hair & sock. WHAT THE HECK?! First day only lehx! Still wanna check!? zZzzZ.. Then, my hair didnt kena, bcz, i clip it when the teacher is coming, kakaka! BUT, my sock kena pulak! Lolx! zZzZ.. After checked, back to class. Class Teacher didnt come, so, our sit didnt change. Hope tmr she wont change our place. Haiz~ Why the connection so slow de.. Load so slow.. Ehhh! I found out already! There is no limits for post. I can post as many as I want. Muahaha~ no need go create another blog already. Ok lahx, stop here, wanna go download songs. Bye~

# Jane #

:: 02 January 2007 ::

:: 8:35 PM ::

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Hey! I'm here again! lolx! Boring de me come to here again. See, I'm so bored till my blog one day got 2 posts. Funny? Noppe. Lolx! Buat apa I ask and answer myself?! Sot gei.. Hmm, What can I do now? Lets see, Mama asked me to mop and sweep, don't want lahx, no mood for it, tmr back from school only do. Promise! Listening to a sad sad song, Lin Yu Zhong -- Zhu Ti Qu. A nice song, a sad song, but its lyric meaningless, lolx! Prepared everything already, except for my water bottle, leave it at my bro's car, kena wait till he come back. Why am I writting crapz here ohx? STOP! I have to stop, bcz, you know what, I still have 3 posts to write, includ this post, so fast hor? Going 100 posts already. Cant imagine how will be my life without blog, Almost everyime when I online, and I lazy to reply testiie on Friendster, and I don't want to chat, mostly I spend time at here, -- BLOG. Should I open a new blog? Hmm, I think, I will. Then, this blog will be my memories, form2 life. Then I will start a new blog, the theme will be, Form3 life. How is this idea? good? Haha, kinda perasan nia. Today, Went to Carefour but not Qiant, bought stuff for studies, a purple file & a cutie pooh pencil case. You know what, I saw Reuben's family, but he didnt see me lahx, he was concentrate on the book that he read. He love books. Will I be like him one day? Maybe.. Ehhh! The person *dear*, sounds ya knows me well uh?/ A mystery person. I would like to continue guess who are you, so, how? will you continue to be a mystery person? Haha.. I think, you're a guy, right? Aikz, how you know I cant live without hp lehhx? Maybe I can lehhx. Today my hp expired date already lu. But, seriously, I love my hp, really. Dont know why, it gave me lots of memories. Too much, uncountable, but, when I think of mp3 coming, I feel happiier & excite. I love music too. Is hard to choose between music and hp. Arghhhhhhh~ Help, Lord!

Since you all cant contact my hp, call my house phone [[ 03-56361792 ]]

Music & Handphone,
Little Jane

:: 12:37 PM ::

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Hey! Yo! lolx! hmmm.. Tmr, is time for me to go back to school and study. Cannot play around anymore. Must serious in everything, especially in studies. Prepare for PMR. Haiiz! What to do lehx? Yesterday is kinda shiiok. Went to 1U to shopping. But, didnt buy anything. lolx. Everything that I like is too expensive. A skirt, radio active, costs RM89.90! What the heck?! A pencil case, type of very famous kind, got many colours to choose, costs RM9.99! lolx! my mother pulak buy many many shirts. zZz. All shops that she went are for AUNTIES, not TEENS! thats why, I didnt buy anything. arghhh! kek sam! Ehh! I have changed new spec lehx! Purple colour de, I thought of there got many colours, but then the boss said : '' Nope, this is the only one.'' Swt~ ok lohx. I had chosen that. Not used to it yet, still wearing the old one, kakakakaka. the class I in for form3 is b3. Dont know what will happen in 2007, will I still have a bad year like form2? Who knows it? God! The only one. Actually, I dont really like form2's life. Is kinda suck if you think about those bad things more than good things. From I was young, I got friendship problem, all the time, no matter at where. The most unforgetable in primary school is, my best friend, kena rampas from other people. I will never forget it. I'm not angry about it, I just wana know why. Hope, this will never happen again. ITS hurt. Really. The feelings, is no words can describe it. Aiya, dont want talk about sad thing. STOP! topic off~ hmm.. New year's eve, i celebrated with those aunties aunties at the karoeok. ZzZ. First time, and the last time, never celebrate with them anymore. One word, Vomit! Somemore, hp SPOIL! Gosh, why will this happened to me? Cannot sms, Cannot call, Cannot play. Haiz, say goobye to my lovely hp, I will miss you! But, Is hard to live without hp. Hope I can use to it lahx. BUT, hp gone, mp3 is coming soon! hehe! LAGI BAGUS! I love mp3! I love music! muahahaha. Well, I think, this post is so loooooooong. stop here. Going to Qiant to buy socks, school socks for tmr. Haha.

Miss you always, my hp,
Jane