i hate you weiiiii !! how can you read other peoples' blog but not mine ? you said im still considered your close friend but , you visit those peoples' blog and they are not close to you ! and you still saying that im close to you ?! your head !
anyway , thats a good thing , i have no need to control myself from writting something that scared you will read it . seriously , you are super duper dumb and idiot person ! dont you realise i was so careful when i was typing emo entries ?

ok , its new year eve !! its going to 2008 !! lets say bye bye to 2007 and welcome the grand new year with smile !

- list for 2008 -

1. no matter what class i in , try my best to archieve good result !
2. not to lazy anymore !
3. decrease sleeping time !
4. get to know Jesus more and more !
5. practice hard with my instrument !
6. smile more often !
7. not to get angry easily !
8. be more mature in thinking !
9. be more rational whenever im making decision !
10. no running away when problem comes !
11. buy more clothes to make myself prettier ! XD

i think thats all .. cannot think of others already.

hmmmm .. new year is coming . i get to go out and count down with my friends lehx ! woohoo~ im saving money now . huhuhuhuhu ~ im going to create another blog for year 2008 , let 2007 become MEMORIES ! yeah !

ok .. i dont know what to blog already . tataz .


p.s. : just now i hurt someone again . because of pmr result again . oh God , how ? he seemed really got hurt lehx ? oh nooooo !!!!!

guess what , there is one idiot sent me this msg when we chatted the half way . i didnt reply him anymore because i dont know how to reply him .

" cool weii .. good result .. this time must be real easy alrd .. "

WHAT ????!!!! i feel like scolding bad words , too bad , God's power is greater than him . YOU CANNOT MAKE ME DO THAT ! HUH ~! i did my best de k ?! what easy ?! IF YOU DIDNT STUDY YOU THINK YOU CAN GET STRAIGHT As ?! NO WAY ! GO AWAY LAHX YOU ! I HOPE YOU READ THIS !


p.s. : YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE !

this year of christmas was so special and fun to me . it had became one of the fun memories . i received presents . thanks so much . i love it . oh ya ! thanks to hong liang !! for organising christmas party at his house . it was fun & i ate a lot of chocolate , i was like addicted to chocolate and his house has lots of chocolates . we were eating non stop . lolx . chocolate , you rock my world !! XD

guess what , today is 26th !!! tmr is 27th !!!! PMR RESULT IS TMR !!!! PRAY FOR ME !!!

- rubbish -

better dont so greedy ..

i want my pmr result is good ...

the friendship between my friends and i will not end ..

there is someone always makes me smile ..

that's all .

santa claus ,

make it comes true , ok ?

muacks ! : )

p.s. : i wonder who is my santa claus uh ? you know who you are lahhhhhx . XP

count down 2 days to CHRISTMAS !!



count down 4 days to PMR RESULT !!

tagged by yinwei & yueesun . (double Y ! lolx)


Part 1: On the Outside
Name: Kong LaiYee
Date of Birth: 13 sept
Current status: available
Eye colour: black
Hair colour: black + a little bit of brown
Lefty or Righty: righty
Zodiac Sign: virgo

Part 2: On the Inside
Heritage: chinese & cantonese
Your fear: insect , being left out
Your weakness: sometimes i quite hot-tempered
Your perfect pizza: cheesseee ~

Part 3: Yesterday, Today & Tomorrow
Your thoughts first waking up: do i have sth to do today ? can i sleep back ?
Your bedtime: 2 am
Your most missed memory: went out with my friends

Part 4: Your Pick
Pepsi or coke: pepsi ~
McD's or Burger King: mcd !!
Single or group dates: group .
Adidas or Nike: nike
Lipton Tea or Nestea: lipton ! ice lemon tea !
Chocolate or Vanilla: CHOCOLATE !
Cappucino or coffee: cappucino ~

Part 5: Do You
Smoke: kill me if i do ..
Curse: no way , cursing people is a sin !
Drink: NO NO NO ~

Part 6: In the Past Month
Drank alcohol: NO !
Gone to the mall: duhh ~
Been on stage: last month dont have lahx .
Eaten Sushi: yeahhh
Dyed your hair: nope , but i wish to !!

Part 7: Have You Ever
Played a stripping game: no !
Change who you were to fit in: yeahh

Part 8: Age
You're hopping to be married: when it is the tim .

Part 9: In a Guy
Best eye colour: any colour .
Hair colour: any colour. as long as it will not attract other peoples' attention .
Short/long hair: SHORT !!!

Part 10: What Were You Doing?
One minute ago: doing this .
One hour ago: sleeping .
One month ago: enjoying my holidays .
One year ago: i dont really remember lahx .

Part 11: Finish the Sentences
I love: shopping , chocolate , God , pillows , pooh , penguin , friends
I feel: something is missing out but i dont know what is it .
I miss: my friend .
I need: $$$$$ !!!

Part 12 : Tag 5 people
- Dan
- Joanna
- KeXin
- Avis
- my GF

i still feel sleepy lahx . later i wana go back to sleep . let me talk about yesterday christmas party .

yesterday , i went to church on 10 sth . i was late , but ! there were people came later than me ! bluekz . started to decorate . started our work . balloon , you are sux ! i scared when the balloon going to burst . and , i learnt how to tie the balloon ! huhuhuhuhu ~ then , lunch break . they went out to ta pao char kuey tiao , my mum ta pao that for me too ! but with lots of si ham . yucks , i hate si ham . when we were eating lunch , we were talking about si ham . i think , almost all the girls dont like to eat si ham uh ? guys pulak love it so much = = anyway , i alergic to it , so , too bad lahx . then continued our work til 5pm . went back home to bath . went back at 7pm . hehe . the party was going quite well though there was a little bit rain . then , stayed back to clean up til 12 sth . thats all . i dont want talk about the food or games or gifts . lazy to type . but there is one thing i must type , i get to know many new friends !

sorry , im just too bored , so , i post 2 times in one day .

shit lahx , pmr result is on 27th , which is THRUSDAY !

i shouldnt worry , actually .

because , i have prayed very very hard for it ( i even prayed for my ji mui )

and i should trust God .

i know i know !!!

but im still nervous since yesterday selina msged me ,

get pmr result will be on 27th of dec , 10am , be prepared ~

i was like ... what the ?????!!!!!!

scare ... nervous ...

my Father God , help me !!!

huhuhuhuhu ~ today morning balik kampung . my kampung is in seremban . two hours journey . i was sleeping during the journey , went there and came back to kl . lolx . i slept a lot lahx today . aiiiikz , i dont think tonight i will sleep earlier , but tomorrow i have to go to church at 10 am . before that i need to go pyramid to send my letters and buy materials for the christmas party . im dead . i will stay at church form almost 12 hours . oh gosh , but its better than last time concert at school , more than 12 hours !!!


p.s. : changed new skin . ^^

p.p.s. : i love God .

heyyy . guess what . my msn got problem lahx . i cannot sign in . bring me so many problems .


My Father God , i want my classmates come to christmas party , give me the strength and help me .
in Jesus name I pray , Amen ~


yesterday , went to pyramid with pei en and chee wei . chee wei introduced his friend to us . he was such a innocent guy ~ he looked like those people that easy to get cheat . haha . today i went to pyramid too , to buy some materials and setems . i purposely passed by the shop which he works at , he was so shy when pei en and i were staring at him . he was so innocent . haha . anyway , he isnt my type . : )

recently , there is one guy trying to come into my life . i dont know whether i should trust him and put hope in him . i feel like talking to stranger when i talked to him . anyway , he isnt my type too : ) sorry , the door will not open for you .


p.s. : i love God . ^^

harloz . today , went to carefour and subang parade to buy materials to make christmas presents . kesian me lahhhhx . those materials are so hard to find . all the materials are recycable . lolx . guys , do you still remember , our school canteen , those nuggets and fish balls are ''cha'' by a stick right ? ( i know its sounds dont nice when i used the word but i couldnt find any words to replace it . lolx . ) where can i get it /? any informations ? please contact me asap . thanks : )

currently , i have started to play an online game . anyone interest to play with me ? very nice and easy to play . its kungfu online . get the website from me if you want to . i met a guy , lately . or i should say i know him is going to one month . we have lots of topics to talk to each other . but i still not really trust at him because i know him through online . see , i listen to my bro , dont trust at stranger easily XP but , he is still a nice guy though he is not leng zai . haha .


p.s. : i love God ^^

harloz : ) back from camp already . hehe . the camp was awesome though i was sick and now not recover yet . the pastor was really cool . pastor Benedict . he will suddenly ask you , ARE YOU HERE WITH ME ? LOOK AT ME ! never saw a pastor like him before . haha . he made me paid full attention on him . he even can remember all the scripture , verses from the bible . he memorized all ! cool wei . he gave you all the chapters and verses . he even jumped on a chair . he healed me . though it hasnt recover yet . but i could sleep tight and well at night . no sneezing and nose holes stuck cannot breathe . i could just fall asleep within a few mins lying on the bed . he is so powerful . for those who REJECTED ME THAT THEY DONT WANT TO GO , BOOOOO ! you lost the treasure !!! muahahaha . had fun at there . do you believe , i went to port dickson but didnt go to the beach . i just passed by the beach . ahhhhhx !!! we should have our meals on the beach right ? it will so romantic . i have realised one thing , God had helped me to find new targetS . but i couldnt open my heart to them . sorry . they are much better than him . all i can say is just one word , sorry . : )

p.s. : have faith in God , in love with God .

hey hey . i guess , i'm sick already . i have sat in front of computer for a few hours already , to download songs . i will not online from monday til thursday . going to camp . anything just contact my hp , 0166558173 . take care : )

there is a scar on my finger , it havent recover yet .
i cut my finger yesterday , to lepas geram .
i got scolded by two idiot guys .
they just dont understand me , dont know me well .
i cant reply them anything , because they are my seniors , i shouldnt argue with them .
but the feeling of bu fu made me wanted to angry them .
(pls , why must i angry at them ? they arent special persons in my life , +i have long time didnt angry at anyone already)
after i cut my finger , it kept on bleeding .
it will still blooding if i used more energy to press it .
its quite deep , til dermis , i guess .
this idea not bad actually .
after i saw all the blood ,
all my angryness all gone .

i want to cry .
but the tears arent come out from my eyes but my heart .
i want to know how is he , i want to talk to him , i want to see his smile , i wish i am the person who he needs but i'm not . he doesnt realise there is still someone who is standing right next to him and be there whenever he needs . i want to let him know how sad am i when he is sad . but i cannot do that . i must avoid myself from him so that my love to him will not get deeper and deeper . i want to give up him . i have enough of suffers from him . i wish there is someone can make me disappear in this world . YOU , i will remember you , because YOU are the person made me EMO , made me SAD , all YOUR fault !

im back : ) guess what , my church camp , only 30 persons have registered . lolx . SO LITTLE . kinda shock when the pastor told me . haha .

i dont want to emo lahx . plssss lahhx . is there anything can make me stop emo-ing ? everytime when i saw anything that related to him , i will start to emo . i have told myself i need to give up him , but i cant do that . there are many guys who are good outside there . but my mind is all about him . just like the computer , you couldnt delete the folder from your computer . i just cant let it go . i feel like talking to him . but i CANNOT DO THAT !!! i dont want to know anything about him , i want to get rid of him , i want to avoid him . thats why , we arent that close anymore . I DID THAT ! PURPOSELY ! SO THAT I CAN GET A NEW LIFE ! if one day , i have disappeared , will you do like what you said that time ? you will come to find me ? for now , i dont think you will do that . you are the person who gave me different answer from other people . you are so special , so unique , so different .



dedicate to you : )

J A N E..K O N G..L A I..Y E E

: in love with Jesus
: music freak
: 30% quiet + 70% noisy
: always try to be nice and smile to everyone , i try hard and hard !
: love pooh & penguin
: hate hot weather , alcohol drinks , drug , smoker

desires
: new sling bag
: new camera
: new phone
: new mp3 player
: meet Jj
: Jj's albums
: more clothes
: more As in PMR
: change new spec
: Get into same class with Lyn
: Get closer to all my friends

current mood
: new year !
: school !!