MissJane

:: 31 March 2007 ::

:: 10:33 PM ::

♥ Hate that I love you ♥

8 letter :: 3 words :: 1 meaning = i love you

<被风吹过的夏天>.....
让我回忆起对你<简简单单>的思念，
不要再让我等到<一千年以后>，
让我们来创造<第二天堂>.

created by Selina's bf, Welson. ^^

:: 9:16 PM ::

♥ Hate that I love you ♥

finally i had updated it now. satisfy yin wei? haha. actually i was planned dont want to update de. since you ask to, i update lohx. haha. im so good right? XD today, i had skipped pmo practice. bcz i have to go ''shao mu''. my daddy's grave. so, early in the morning, my mom woke me up already. i woke up with a bad mood. these few days, i was moody. especially when i was alone. no matter where am i. thrusday, taken class photo. a smile that so fake. so obvious that i forced myself to smile. and i have a feeling that i will not nice in that photo. aikz. the lukisan made me die. kh lukisan. have to mark down the measurement. actually the kayu i was designed it to put my little hamtaro and bears. so, it different from the original one. and i hope it will look nicer. hehe. i noticed that, almost the whole 3b3 peoples are dao gei. really. they like to play water lahx, play throwing pencil case and others. recently throwing pencil case is more popular. and, my little pooh became one of the victim too. bad leong yin wei! thrown my little pooh to khoo but not me! bad bad lahx u! dao gei mui! xD. that time i was ponteng class. xD anyway, i wana thank to kenn. he created the b3 forum to let us spam and crap. thanks! spamming kinda fun xD. but i had bored with it already. sienz lahx. so many topics. spam there spam here. hmmmm... so, what to update again? if i said i am not sad about the thing happened on monday. probably i am cheating him. i realised that i quite useless. not good in anything except crapz. once again, i had looked down at myself again. i am sad til i couldnt drop any tears. and, i good in pretending too. haha. everytime i touch computer, i can feel the sadness around me. so, i dont feel wanna touch computer. even hp too. i need someone to talk to. someone that can give me opinion. i asked lyn, she couldnt teach me. i asked kuan, she said she will do sth on him, and i dont know what will she do. i asked suet, she said my love towards him had more than the line alrd. aikz! kao mang!

p.s. : thanks kenn!

p.p.s. : i will try myself to become happier. dont worry. =]

:: 26 March 2007 ::

:: 10:11 PM ::

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im not that bad right? why he made me me felt that? i know him well more than her knows him well. why he loves her but not me? im not hoping for he together with me. AT least, he still knows that im still in this world. im working hard of it. work hard to forgt him. i had prayed about it and God didnt answer my pray. and yet yesterday pastor told us through speech, if Lord didnt answer your pray, that means you dont need it! is it real? i feel wana fly to in front of Lord and ask Him. why why why? i just couldnt understand it. im much much much better than the girl. im not perasan about it. this is the truth! im better and better! maybe he thinks that im not perfect for him but he is totally perfect for me! WTH!! my heart had broken. now, i can understand whats the meaning of ''shi lian''. the real meaning of it and i had felt it! today my mood was not good, before recess time. i was forcing myself to smile! Lyn kept on said dont make a fake smile. the msg seems had installed it in my mind and i keep on think of it! it makes me couldnt smile. after recess, im much better. at least, i have lots of real smile. im just wanna know why im not the person that u care?! im really not match to your lifestyle? " zhuan shu tian shi " makes me think of it when i listen to this song. im not hapiie at all! =(((( i began to hate you =(((( you had broken my heart =((((( YOU ARE BAD!! =((((

:: 24 March 2007 ::

:: 10:55 AM ::

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hey! im back! =))) what to talk about lehx? hmmmm, let me see. tuesday, is Si Jun & Weil Shern(banana) birthday. They were very happy all the day. haha. then. all my classmates got the injection. stupid injection made me got fever. but is ok now xP. Dan Dan cried while she got the injection. haha. the only girl in class. but actually quite pain. it will bengkak after injection. very hard to move your hand. luckily is left hand. if not, i no need do all my homeworks xD. wednesday, got fever. felt so cold after i woke up + outside were rainy. slept in the car. i felt i was not feeling well when i reached school. my body was suddenly cold and hot. after recess time, i cannot tahan anymore. fallen asleep in the science lab (not only me) while teacher was dicussing about the exam paper. suddenly, someone tickled me. WTH!? i woke up already. felt so hot on my forehead. suet & lyn said me got fever. continue sleeping when chinese period xD. after that, i felt better. back to home. slept again. haha. everything was ok after i woke up. fever gone! haha. friday, as usual. got pmo practice. couldnt smile at all. bcz that problem. thats why. straight away slept after came back from school. without bath xD. i brought hp to school too. to show something to Jo Lee. i woke up 7 sth. after bath & dinner, went to tuition. i was hyper active at there. kept on acted funny. haha. after that, online after tuition. chee han was chatting with me. talked many about pmo. he gave me confident. maybe, i should follow his steps if i have to stay in pmo. everything has positive side & negative side, so do pmo. what will happen if that time really quit it? couldnt imagine it. aikz. dont want talk about it. he asked me ignore it. see, im so teng wa xD. he said we will have more practice for concert start from april. die liao that time. time table full. full full full. monday, i have tuition on evening. tuesday, stay back + tuition on evening. wednesday, the only free day. thrusday, have tuition at night. friday, stay back + tuition at night. saturday, the free day. sunday, go to church + homeworks. so full. couldnt breathe at all. form3 life is like that. so, form1 & 2, enjoy your life now.

p.s. : i hope everything will go smooth in my life.

p.s. : today is Lin Zer's & Weng Fai's birthday. =]

:: 18 March 2007 ::

:: 5:57 PM ::

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When you are sad
I will dry your tears.

When you are scared
I will comfort your fears.

When you are worried
I will give you hope.

When you are confused
I will help you cope.

And when you are lost and can't see the light.
I shall be your beacon shining ever so bright.

This is my oath I pledge till the end.
Why you may ask because you're my friend.

p.s. : touch? i found it somewhere from the website. xD

:: 15 March 2007 ::

:: 9:50 PM ::

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hey! i had backed from the trip. that trip, was very fun. miss the farm so much. thanks uncle! =] he planned everything for us. every meal. the food not bad. the only thing i dont like it is -- MOSQUITO! damn it. i kena everyday! even when i was sleeping. you can hear the mosquito is flying. all my room mates heard that!
so, now, i will record everything about the trip.

(13th ofr march, first day)
today, reached at 9 sth, the bus had came. after a while, our journey were start! we sang in the bus. there was very noisy at the back. we shouted, we sang, we played. some people were sleeping. some people were reading comics (dao gei!). but the noisest is my group lahx. haha. at the back de. after one hour, we reached The Farm! WE HAVE TO WALK! lolx. walked walked. 500m (i think so). it needs lots of strength. the road was many stones. can pokai any time if you are not careful. put bags, settled down everything. we ate our lunch. yummy food! (i have forgotten what food is that). free time! i was walking with my friends around there. got a big pond. for you to 'kayak'. and! i found a place that is shady + quiet! we sat at there and talked. watched toher people kayak. they were very funny. play water! so dao gei! xD til at night. karaeok time. we sms while we were sang! (me & lyn) haha. there was no line. hardly get line. lao pek digi and hotlink! the yellow people didnt follow me! xD

(14th, second day)
Lyn & me woke up very early to walk around there. the air was so fresh~ then, we did 'zao cao'. waaaaa. then, is time for breakfast! ahhhhhx! needa cook! uncle prepared everything for use except those thing needa cook de. like sausage, egg and .... after breakfast, games start! my group was 'Han's the man'. because, chee han (my senior), the only man in my group. haha. funny lahx him. we had played the treasure hunt. find the item to do a presentation. after found the item, you have to act and let other people guess what's the item. my group is pimper gel. im the main character. lolx. laughed til stomach pain liao. i dont want write what i have presented. very paiseh nia. free time again. they gave us free time to play mahjong and kayak. i went for kayak. bcz i dont how to play mahjong xD. so, i got sunburn. haha. took a lots of photos. sopo photos. haha. later my friend will send to me and i will post at here.

(15th, last day)
today, nothing much. yesterday slept at 4 sth. woke up at 7am. lolx. a few hours only. ate breakfast. took photos. and said bye bye!

p.s. : weil shern sent me those photos just now. i will post in my msn blog.

p.p.s. : i didnt record everything actually. this is only summary. ^^

:: 11 March 2007 ::

:: 9:43 PM ::

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Name 11 people you can think of right off the top of your head.
Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 11 people.
This is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list the names first..
No cheating!!!

1. he lohhhx =]
2. Lyn
3. WK
4. CH
5. CK
6. radio active guy <333
7. Huey
8. Hoe
9. SY
10. PM
11. CC

DON'T LOOK AHEAD UNLESS U FILLED UPTHE TOP!

How did you meet # 4?
+ club meeting?

Do you like anyone on here?
+ yeahh. i like everyone.

What would you do if you hadn't met number 1?
+ try to meet him?

What would you do if 2 and 6 were dating?
+ waw! perfect!

How did you meet 8?
+ club meeting?

What do you think of number 7?
+ sweet!

What would you do if 5 confessed they love you?
+ never think about it ohx.

Where does 1 live?
+ malaysia! (secret)

Is number 2 ur best friend?
+ yeahh

Whose 10s best friend?
+ huey? not sure

Did you ever eat around 11?
+ yeahh

Do you miss number 1?
+ yeahhh <333

Whose 11 dating?
+ dont know

What is your opinion of number 6?
+ he is cute!! super duper cute!! <3

What do you think about number 3?
+ cute + short

What would you do if 3 and 7 weregoing out?
+ they are not les.. -.-ll

Who does 2 like?
+ secret! [her everything got 80% same like mine]

Do you have any special thing you do with 11?
+ nope.. not close to him

Have you ever been inside 9's house?
+ nope

Ever slept in the same room as any of the numbers?
+ none of them. but soon. xD

Do u trust them?
+ not all of them.

Have you ever kissed any of them?
+ LOL. never.

:: 10 March 2007 ::

:: 12:06 PM ::

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yeahhhhhhhhhhhh! holidayyyyyyyyyy!!!! guys, exam is over!! is time for us to relax. hoorayyyy!!

(9th of March)(yesterday)
went to school as usual. but today, kinda tired. yesterday studied until very late.sat aunt's car to school. felt asleep in aunt's car. woke up when reached school. that time, i was very blur. walked to pmo there. slower than normal. lolx. just like a turtle is walking. felt dizzy while i was walking. luckily didnt faint xD. when i was reached pmo there, i straight away sat at the stairs there and continued my sleeping xD. then my friend woke me up, she wanna ask me something about the sejarah. then, my friend told me that my eyes one big one small. lolx. i quickly ran to the place that have mirrow. ahhhhx!! my eyes!! surely is because of i didnt get enough of sleep. charm. after that, went to tapak perhimpunan to que up. dreaming while i was sitting on the floor. after all the ucap, backed to class. sat at the class there to study my sejarah. (you think i got that geng mehx? can study in the class?) for sure, i will talk talk talk. haha. after one hour, our first paper, bi1. easy lahx. after finished, lying on the table and slept. couldnt fall asleep. so, dreaming at there again xD. til the bell rang, the teacher collected all the papers, our recess time!! went to canteen to makan makan. ate nuggets only. not hungry. after that, backed to class. still got one hour to sejarah paper. so, teacher asked to study QUIETLY. haha. dont sot lahx. our class will quiet?! only the discipline teacher is in our class. haha. then, exam time lohx. so excited. because after this paper, exam is over! sejarah damn hard lahx. i tembak many question T.T. when the bell rang and the teacher had collected all the papers. we were shouted because exam was over. is time to play water! lolx. i kena a bit only. because i had ran away xD. after school, straight away went to MV. yeah! shopping! haha. saw the radio active guy. he is cute. i wish i was the boss of the shop, then i can kap him everyday xD. but too bad, i'm not. haha. i bought a handbag. purple colour. damn expensive lahx. rm40. killed me. left 10 bucks for me to have my lunch. have my lunch at the McD there. after that, took bus to back school. shit! took the wrong bus. the bus went to kl. so, we went down and got one taxi to back school. it was too late. aunt was angry at me T.T kept on said sorry. beside sorry, i dont know what to say anymore. but actually, i'm not really angry about it. because, angry also useless, right? backed home. so tired. have a tuition at night. after that, ONLINE & SLEPT! hehe. thats all. my journey on friday.

p.s. : dont ever take 98 bus from MV if you wana back to Jln Gasing. the bus will go to kl first then only jln gasing. if you wanna take bus. take it before 30 min. if not you surely late! (it was the experience of my, lyn and ying ran!)

hapiie holidays!

:: 04 March 2007 ::

:: 12:16 PM ::

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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHX!!! sienz ahx!!! tomorrow, will be form3 first term exam. aikz! quite a lot to read lahx. form1 + form2 + form3. i'm going to die already. the main point. i couldnt buy any kh reference book! damn shit lahx. sure fail already. this term exam, wish me good luck lahx. actually, i quite scare de! ahhhhhhhhhhhx!!!!

monday = bm1, bm2 & geografi
tuesday = science1, science2 & bi2
wednesday = bc1, bc2 & moral
thrusday = kh, math1 & math2
friday = bi1 & sejarah

hmph.. i hope i have enough of time to do finish my test paper during the exam. especially bm & math! God bless me! Jane kong, sleep early lahhhx!

p.s. : my plan is work!! xD

p.p.s. : i planned, i get up earlier in the morning to study. hope it works! =]

p.p.p.s. : i hope i can get good result!! God bless!! ^^