MissJane

:: 28 June 2007 ::

:: 7:02 PM ::

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today is another memorable day. this morning was my first time i came late to school. my first stood at outside of the gate, waiting for perfect to write down my name. haha. thats why i wana record it in my blog.

this is my 101 posts. XD

:: 27 June 2007 ::

:: 8:11 PM ::

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today, is a memorable day. today after school, lyn and i went to amcorp mall. guess what we doing there? eating? shoopping? thing that you couldnt expect. we went to watch movie!! haha. watched fantastic4. nice movie. but its short. Jessica Alba is hot!! this was my first time i watched movie in amcorp mall. although its small, but i still can feel myself like sitting in the big cinema. i still fell very cold inside there. nice experience. guess how much is the ticket? rm5 only! so cheap~ haha. going to watch Surf Up on next wednesday. hehe.

p.s. : there were only 8 persons in the cine! haha. included lyn and i.

:: 23 June 2007 ::

:: 8:05 PM ::

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to all band members, you all looked so cool today. so yeng lahx. couldnt believe that was chs band. lolx. today went to watch band competition, to support them. i shouted and shouted, and now, i got sore throat. lolx. shout to the max already. and, i got sunburn too. thats why i dont like to stay under the sun. i can easily get dark. haha. our chs band so yeng lahx. the most yeng is chs band! their uniform are so kontra, so special. ++ they stood the middle of the field. AND I WANT TO COMPLAIM!! the stadium is cacat!!! hahahahahhahaha.

:: 21 June 2007 ::

:: 8:19 PM ::

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i feel so guilty. my action was totally wrong. i shouldnt avoid him. that wasnt his fault, i shouldnt avoid myself from him. i feel myself so bad. bad bad bad. but everytime when i see him, i have a kind of weird feeling, my brain send me a msg that make me move away from him. automatically! sorry sorry sorry. that will be my last time. never ever happen again.

today, band had their performance. so yeng lahx. i like their uniform. it looks cool. i still remember, the drum major. when i was form1, the drum major of that badge was so yeng when he wore the uniform. he is tall enough. especially when he threw the stick. too bad, i cannot kap him anymore. hahahahahahha. [ yin wei, lyn said she couldnt recognise you. she only realise that person is you when you said hi to her. see, she was praising you. ]

gosh, i feel like want to kill that stupid mohd rizal. the marks are so low. i dont know whether he know how to teach or not. sux teacher. no blame. he dont even have experience in teaching. forgive him for this. he makes me feel that i also can be a teacher.

p.s. : im getting heart attack. lolx

:: 20 June 2007 ::

:: 2:23 PM ::

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yesterday, many people were so happy, because the exam had over.
and today, many people were sad or emo,because of result.
guys, you have to accept. there is no use if you cry or emo about it. that is the final result. you couldnt change anything. i guess you had expected the marks you will get after the exam right?
you got to accept the truth. the thing you have to do is study harder for the next exam. so, dont be sad or emo ok? ITS OVER. the exam is not your everything. the exam wasnt pmr. you still have 3 months. work harder.
louise, sorry ya. i had scolded you.

am i too cold? or too optimistic? ah teong said because i had gone through a lot of sad case. is it? guys, im cold person, or too optimistic?

:: 18 June 2007 ::

:: 9:31 PM ::

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i dont want to talk about math. bloody shit~
chee seng asked me : '' you wont feel sad de mehx? about your math." this sentence let me fell that im abnormal. am i too optimistic? i will always think that, its over already, there is nothing to sad for, forget about it. chee seng couldnt answer me. he looked at me with very strange way.
ok, stop talking about it. tmr seni lehx. the time for me clear to my mind. i like colouring, because i can concentrate in it without thinking anything. =] hope i have enough time to colour. after it, exam is over!!!!

today is jonathan's birthday~

:: 17 June 2007 ::

:: 12:28 PM ::

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heyy. what to blog? oh ya, support our pmo concert pls!!! buy the ticket and come! band competition is on the same day with cheer leading competition. i dont think i can go either one. because, i have practice on that day too. EXCEPT, the leader of pmo asks us to go. but most probably pmo will go support band de. hahahahahaha.

today is shu huey's birthday.

today is fathers' day.
[ papa, i miss euu. love euu always. =) ]

:: 15 June 2007 ::

:: 2:21 PM ::

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p.s : the numbers are not correctly. i copied from friendster geh.

Me Me Me

1. Real name:
- kong lai yee.
2. Nickname:
- Jane
3. Status:
- single.
4. Zodiac sign:
- virgo
5. Male or Female:
- female.
6. Elementary:
- sungai way.
7. Highschool:
- chs
8. College:
- im not that old. lolx.
10. Hair color:
- black + brown.
11. Long or short:
- long.
15. Are you health freak?
- not really.
16.Height:
-162
17. Do you like someone:
- yaya. but gave up liao lu~
18. Do you like yourself:
- for sure.
19. Piercings:
- harrrr? what this question is asking about?
20. Tattoos:
- nope. im such a guai girl. xD
21. Righty or lefty:
- righty
22. First surgery:
- dont have.
23. First piercing:
- dont really remember.
24. First best friend:
- erm, yi ni.
25. First award:
- got first place for the whole year when i was standard 2. xD
26. First sport you joined:
- badminton.
27. First pet::
- tortise
28. First vacation:
- forgotten
29. First concert:
- jolin. i think so.
30. First crush:
- erm.... cannot tell you. =X

CURRENTLY

49. Eating:
- lunch
50. Drinking:
- water
52. I'm about:
- to bath
55. Waiting for:
- nothing. im free now~
58. Want kids?:
- not the time yet
59. Want to get married?:
- dont know. see lohx.
60. Careers in mind?:
- lawyer?

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?

68. Lips or eyes:
- Eyes
69. Hugs or kisses:
- hugs
70. Shorter or taller:
- taller
72. Romantic or spontaneous:
- erm.. no idea.
73. Nice stomach or nice arms:
- erm.. no idea.
74. Sensitive or loud:
- loud! xD
75. Hook-up or relationship:
- relationship.
77. Trouble maker or hesitant:
- trouble maker =X

HAVE YOU EVER

78. Kissed a stranger:
- who dare to?!
79. Drank bubbles:
- nope.
80. Lost glasses/contacT:
- nope
81. Ran away from home:
- nope.
84. Broken somone's heart:
- maybe
85. Been arrested:
- nope.
86. Turned someone down:
- yeah
87. Cried when someone died:
- yeah. only the person who important to me.
88. Liked a friend:
- yeah

DO YOU BELIEVE IN

89. Yourself:
- yeah
90. Miracles:
- yeah
91. Love at first sight:
- yeah
92. Heaven:
- yeah.
93. Santa claus:
- nope. but i believed it when i was young. xD
94. Sex on the first date:
- no way.
95. Kiss on the first date:
- no way.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY

97. Is there one person you want to be with right now?:
- Yeah
98. Had more than one B/F OR G/F AT 1 GO ?
- nope
99. Do you believe in God?:
- Yeahh
100. Post as 100 Truths about.
- too bad. i didnt put title geh.

:: 2:05 PM ::

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heyyy. just now went to friendster website to view someone. a girl that selina said she... ( dont want to tell you, because the word is sensitive.) is quite ok actually. not as bad as selina said. then, suddenly saw a group = [ ex students from sungai way ] from my friend's profile. so, i went into and find my old friends. not really many people joined. couldnt find anyone. lolx. they are too old. not my badge de. aikz. too bad. i lost contact with my primary school friends. miss them so much.

oh yeah, exam left two days! time flies fast. today's kh is quite hard but moral is easy. they passed the paper around (answer). gosh, is the teacher (ms poon) blind? she didnt realise it. chee seng & ee ting were asking answer, kenn & kah ming & jonathan & cher ming passed the answer paper around. wah sai. so geng. so obvious. i think ms poon need to change her spec.

ok. i stop here. im lazy to type others.

:: 13 June 2007 ::

:: 2:22 PM ::

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ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhx.
i think i will fail my geography. i was like playing tembak. arghhh. too focus in science. paper1 was kinda hard. the questions are tricky.

tmr is history & math2.
kayao kayao kayao kayao!!!

:: 12 June 2007 ::

:: 2:23 PM ::

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hey hey hey heyyyyy~~~~
today's exam is bc2 & bi2. essays. wrote until my fingers were so pain. lolx. so shiok. i have lots of ideas to write. =D you must be think why am i still blogging although im having my exam on this week. nah! im not bad. just that i online for 1 hour only. after that i will study. i have my plan nia. =] arghhh. i kinda hate myself. i forgot to bring brush & ink (chinese those thing de)(zhong kai). again and again. why am i so forgetful? luckily got chee seng! he saved me! thanks!!!! :) so bad. my form teacher said the size and the shape of the words look like me, small-sized & fat! what lahx. >.~!! you know what, my hand was shaking when i wrote the calligraphy(zhong kai). lolx. swtt nia. couldnt control it from stop shaking. these few days i kept on smiling when i saw anyone that i know. what happened to me uh? what makes me so happy? swttt. good or bad? I SMILE NON-STOP! im sot! swtt.

tmr fight with geography & sc1 & sc2!

p.s. : i dont want to be a forgetful girl! >.~!!!

:: 11 June 2007 ::

:: 9:02 PM ::

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i lost 20 marks for my bm.
i lost 20 marks for my bm.
i lost 20 marks for my bm.

how can i forget to do it uh? im so careless. never thought i will forget.
arghhh. "forget", i hate euu!!

:: 09 June 2007 ::

:: 8:32 PM ::

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thirty-nine secrets about yourself.
(read it again, that day i typed it in rush, not really correctly.)

[one] what is your natural hair color?
honestly:- black + brown(a bit)

[two] where was your default picture taken?
honestly:- room

[three] what's your middle name?
honestly:- lai?

[four] your current relationship status?
honestly:- single.

[five] does your crush like you back?
honestly:- you think lehx? aikz.

[six] what is your current mood?
honestly:- blur.

[seven] what color underwear are you wearing?
honestly:- forgotten. lolx

[eight] what makes you happy?
honestly:- music!

[ten] if you could go back in time and change something, what you would change?
honestly:- 2 two special person. i hope they will come back into my life. my daddy & ...

[eleven] if you must be an animal for one day, what would you be?
honestly:- penguin!! xDD

[twelve] ever had a near death experience?
honestly:- nope.

[thirteen] something you do a lot?
honestly:- sleep?

[fourteen] the song stuck in your head?
honestly:- erm, pretty boy - m2m, when you're gone - AV, zhuan shu tian shi & fei ni mo shu - tank.

[fifteen] who did you copy and paste this from?
honestly:- kenn chai

[sixteen] name someone with the same birthday as you?
honestly: forgotten lehx.

[seventeen] when was the last time you cried?
honestly: uh? couldnt remember. long time ago.

[eighteen] have you ever sung in front of a large audience?
honestly: nope. but going to.

[nineteen] if you could have one superpower what would it be?
honestly: invisible! xDD

[twenty] what's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
honestly:- look? duh..

[twenty-one] what do you usually orderfrom starbucks?
honestly:- cold chocolate

[twenty-two] what's your biggest secret?
honestly:- im a bad person actually. im really bad. >.~!!

[twenty-three] favorite color?
honestly:- baby blue, baby pink and black!

[twenty-four] when was the last time you lied?
honestly:- yesterday. lied to mama. xDD ( dont want tell you. )

[twenty-five] do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows?
honestly:- yaya. =D

[twenty-six] what are you eating or drinking at the moment?
honestly:- ate dinner?

twenty-seven] do you speak any other language? if so, what?
honestly:- chinese.. cantonese

[twenty-eight] what's your favorite smell?
honestly:- real flowers! not perfume! i hate it.

[twenty-nine] if you could describe your life in one word what would it be?
honestly:- simple.

[thirty] when was the last time you gave/received a hug?
honestly:- forgot.

[thirty-one] have you ever been kissed in the rain?
honestly:- nope. that will be romantic!

[thirty-two] what are you thinking about right now?
honestly:- finish this.

[thirty-three] what should you be doing?
honestly:- playing computer.

[thirty-four] what was the last thing that made you upset/angry?
honestly:- my bro asked me off computer. damnn. i just play for half an hour lehx.

[thirty-five] how often do you pray?
honestly:- once in a day?

[thirty-six] do you like working in the yard?
honestly:- noppe.

[thirty-seven] if you could have any last name in the world, what would you want?
honestly:- jane! for sure. =]

[thirty-eight] do you act differently around your crush?
honestly:- duhh.

[thirty-nine] name one song that reminds you of an ex?
honestly:- erm, yue ding - guang liang. because he said he wanna wait me. (die!)

:: 08 June 2007 ::

:: 11:13 AM ::

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damn! the DJ didnt read out my msg that i leave it to her. what theeeee!!!
the dj's name is XIAO JIA.
im going to kill herrrrrrrrrrrr!!!! =X
kenn, ur friend, david, is really cute lahx.
but too bad, hopeless for me. xDD
joking lahx, i wont rebut from you gehhh. =]
avis, i did read ur blog, im not just passing by only.
sometimes, what you saw wasnt the truth.
like dan's blog, that's true.
there can be a lot of friend share your happiness,
but there not be many people around you when you are emo.
so, dan,
i prefer cry alone.
i prefer act happy in front of you all.
because, no people can help you to solve your problems.
and, all decision and thinking are all on your hand.
think the positive side, everything will be ok.
dan, dont think so much lahx.
you will meet your true friend. :]

:: 07 June 2007 ::

:: 6:50 PM ::

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ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhx.
long time didnt do blogging. i miss euu, my baby. XDD
geography got a lot to study. especially form1. i still left form3 havent study.. i hate kh. especially those alatan tangan, kerja paip. ishhh. im not pro in these all. aikz. i have no confident in this term exam. haiz. i scare i cannot score high marks. can anyone give me confident?? i think i have to pray harder and harder. God blessed. ok lahx. stop here. count down for sch reopen, 3 more days to go! going to see euu all again! so excite!! wanna go watch hanazakarino kimichitache. tata~

:: 03 June 2007 ::

:: 2:55 PM ::

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actually i didnt plan to blog. went to friendster website just now. maintenance. so, im back to here. kacau my blog! XD oh yeah, yesterday's practice was canceled! haha. at last min. oh yeah. thats why i woke up late on yesterday morning. XD forced myself to finish all the maths test. FINALLY, i had finished it. phew~ LAZYNESS kill me, always. last night, watched a sad love movie. thats really sad. and the guy looked leng zai! XP couldnt had good sleep on yesterday night. kept on thinking pmo problems. but at the end, i felt asleep. thank God! my bro woke me up today. unbelievable. he woke up earlier than me! mama said wanna go mydin. after had breakfast, we went to MYDIN. MALAY STUFFS! those things are for malay. i hate MALAY! but they sell things in cheap price. very very cheap. kor kor bought a mp4 from there. rm145! so cheap nia. 1GB, got games, mtv, fm. kor kor asked me kap fan. still thinking want to kap anot. hmmm.. i saw chargers. they sell chargers. but for samsung and nokia only. malay peoples only use samsung and nokia? ok. i stop here. mosquitoes want to kill me. kena a lot of bites. lost lot of bloods. i will die soon. X.X

:: 01 June 2007 ::

:: 9:34 PM ::

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tired

exhausted

what else? -.- went to pmo practice. practice makes perfect. yeah i know it. but it kills me too. tried hard and hard. practiced and practiced. someone made me moody. i dont want to write out what she did, because i know she didnt know she accidentaly did it. she dont know the words from her mouth hurt other people how many times. i can only say, "she is like that de lahx." but then my morning mood lehx. cant she give me a peace morning mood? spoiled my mood. morning mood is important to me. it decide im going to happy or moody. im moody all the day. but i still talk and smile like normal. nah, i dont hate her, i dont bu shuang her, i dont angry at her. she doesnt realise it, she's not mature yet, she still doesnt know how to care other people's feelings, she has to learn, and the time hasnt come yet. so, im waiting for it. hmm...

and i realised something, in pmo, got one senior doesnt really shuang me. i noticed it a few times already. i dont know it was just im too sensitive. but im quite sure about it. she NEVER smile to me. she looked at me without any expression. she treated me very cool. maybe, in her eyes, i am a rubbish for her. im not good in everything i do. why lehx? who can answer me? hmph.. please dont let me feel im so useless. i dont wanna look down at myself. nah, im not emo k. i just wondering why there is nothing that i good in.

p.s. : hard practice.. hard practice.. hard practice..

p.p.s : concert.. concert.. concert..