:: 29 November 2006 ::
:: 9:17 PM ::
♥ Hate that I love you ♥
hei hei.. ahhhhx.. tired nia.. helping is tired.. went to church for helping.. my job is translate.. translate english to chinese for those kids.. they are so cute.. haha.. love you!! kids!! children!!!today.. went to butterfly park.. nice actually.. those kids kept on hug me.. they are scared of butterfly.. actually.. me too.. im scared of butterfly too.. haha.. my team.. got a pastor.. and R [ secret person] and me.. he ahhx.. i feel wanna kill him.. he caught a big butterfly and frightened me.. no.. he was not only frightened me.. and other kids too.. scream nia.. aiyoyo.. *flash back* those kiids are cute lahx.. they are young.. no problems for them to think.. no.. totally no at all.. quite jealous them.. what they need to think is just simple.. not complicated.. children are good.. they should not waste my childhood times.. childhood.. best memories for me.. it was totally fun.. i love it.. childhood is the best time for you to enjoy the life.. once you grow older.. your thinking is changing.. when sister Rebbecca sent me back home.. she made me realise that many thing that i know is right.. the thing i know and i should do that way.. i didnt do it.. what she told me is like what i told my friends who sad.. oh my.. know how to advise other people but dont know how to action.. aiyoyo.. i should change.. anyway.. in this program.. although my status is a helper.. but i learnt many thing.. not only them.. me too.. thanks Lord for giving chance to me.. and.. should i go for the gathering.. should i go for the camp..? should i?? blur.. really in confuse.. blur blur blur.. anyway.. is time for me to sleep.. tired lahx.. nitez nitez.. =]- What do I need?
- What do I want?
- What should i do so that i wont regret what I have decided?
love,Jane
:: 26 November 2006 ::
:: 3:40 PM ::
♥ Hate that I love you ♥
We’re soarin’, flyin’ There’s not a star in heaven That we can’t reach If we’re trying So we’re breaking free You know the world can see us In a way that’s different than who we are Creating space between us Til we’re separate hearts But your faith it gives me strength Strength to believe We’re breakin’ free We’re soarin’ Flyin’ There’s not a star in heaven That we can’t reach If we’re trying Yeah, we’re breaking free Oh, we’re breakin’ free Ohhhh Can you feel it building Like a wave the ocean just can’t control Connected by a feeling Ohhh, in our very souls Rising ‘til it lifts us up So every one can see We’re breakin’ free We’re soarin’ Flyin’ There’s not a star in heaven That we can’t reach If we’re trying Yeah we’re breaking free Ohhhh runnin’ Climbin’ To get to that place To be all that we can be Now’s the time So we’re breaking free We’re breaking free Ohhh , yeah More than hopeMore than faith This is true This is fate And together We see it comin’ More than you More than me Not a want, but a need Both of us breakin’ free Soarin’ Flyin’ There’s not a star in heaven That we can’t reach If we’re trying Yeah we’re breaking free Breaking free Were runnin’ Ohhhh, climbin’ To get to the place To be all that we can be Now’s the time Now’s the time So we’re breaking free Ohhh, we’re breaking free Ohhhh You know the world can see us In a way that’s different than who we are
:: 3:28 PM ::
♥ Hate that I love you ♥
乌云在我们心里刻下一块阴影 我聆听沉寂已久的心情 清晰透明 就像美丽的风景 总在回忆里才看的清 被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我 我用力牵起没温度的双手 过往温柔 已经被时间上锁 只剩挥散不去的难过 **缓缓掉落的枫叶像思念 我点燃烛火温暖岁末的秋天 极光掠过天边北风掠过想你的容颜 我把爱烧成了落叶 却换不回熟悉的那张脸 缓缓掉落的枫叶像思念 为何挽回要赶在冬天来之前 爱你穿越时间 两行来自秋末的眼泪 让爱渗透了地面 我要的只是你在我身边 被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我 我用力牵起没温度的双手 过往温柔 已经被时间上锁 只剩挥散不去的难过 在山腰间飘逸的红雨随著北风凋零 我轻轻摇曳风铃 想 唤醒被遗弃的爱情 雪花已铺满了地 深怕窗外枫叶已结成冰
:: 11 November 2006 ::
:: 5:57 PM ::
♥ Hate that I love you ♥
How do IGet through the night without you If I had to live without youWhat kind of life would that beOh, I I need you in my arms, need you to holdYou're my world, my heart, my soul If you ever leave baby you would take away everything good in my life and tell me now How do I live without you I want to know How do I breathe without you If you ever go How do I ever, ever survive How do I, how do I, oh how do I live Without you There'd be no sun in my sky There would be no love in my life There'd be no world left for me And I Baby I don't know what I would do I'd be lost if I lost you If you ever leave Baby you would take away everything real in my life And tell me now How do I live without you I want to know How do I breathe without you If you ever go How do I ever, ever survive How do I, how do I, oh how do I live Please tell me baby How do I go on If you ever leave Baby you would take away everything I need you with me Baby don't you know that you're everything Real in my life And tell me now How do I live without you I want to know How do I breathe without you If you ever go How do I ever, ever survive How do I, how do I, oh how do I live How do I live without you
:: 10 November 2006 ::
:: 3:54 PM ::
♥ Hate that I love you ♥
It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care
I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you
I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song
Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you
I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind
Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you
:: 3:48 PM ::
♥ Hate that I love you ♥
It's hard to believe That I couldn't see You were always there beside me Thought I was alone With no one to hold But you were always right beside me This feelings like no other I want you to know I've never had someone that knows me like you do The way you do I've never had somone as good for me as you No one like you So lonely before i finally found What i've been looking for So good to be seen So good to be heard Don't have to say a word For so long I was lost So good to be found I'm loving having you around This feeling's like no other I want you to know I've never had someone that knows me like you do The way you do I've never had someone as good for me as you No one like you So lonely before, I finally found What I've ben looking for Doo Doo DooDoo Doo Doo DooDoo Do Do Woa-ah-ah-oh
:: 3:40 PM ::
♥ Hate that I love you ♥
回忆的声音 播在夜里 像是一首旋律 多么美丽 那时我很肯定 你是我唯一 眨个眼我们就各分东西**再说我爱你 泪把心占据 却有些甜蜜 让伤心被允许 说过的话语 做过的事情 像歌曲 陪我每个冬季 纪念著我和你相爱这主题 时间早已忘记 分手时候的无情 你给的美好回忆 让我有怀念的勇气
:: 08 November 2006 ::
:: 9:02 PM ::
♥ Hate that I love you ♥
ohhh...!!!! my blog..!!!! i miss you so much..!!!! aikz.. life suck without blogging.. life suck without computer.. life suck without music.. i have more than 1 weeks didnt online.. so sienz lehx.. i can die alrd.. haha.. erm.. actually.. many thing have happened.. example.. exam overed.. mean holiday for me was started..!! kaka.. so.. our school.. have a actitivites.. Movie World.. is shown many movies for student.. ticket for each person rm1.. for LM members is rm0.50.. cheap..? some peoples said is expensive.. lalalalalala.. who cares uh..? but the movie is nice what.. me.. sacrificed my sleep time.. everyday go to school early to watch movie.. beacuse for me is free.. haha.. besides that.. has a activities called Amazing Maze.. it likes a ghost house.. and need to find way go out.. it not you will at there for long long time.. it was so fun.. it was a group.. Sheng Hoay, Meng Xin, Jo Lee, Yew Kuan, Kelvin and me.. all is pmo members.. haha.. jo lee and me shouted a lots.. although i knew it was fake.. but when i saw ghost, i will immediately shout.. haha.. natural respon.. it was really fun.. for those who didnt go.. i'm sure you will regret.. after two days.. 4th of Nov, our school Golden Jubliee Concert.. it was a great concert.. and i shouted a lots too.. especially a rock group sang a song called Wake Me Up When September Ends.. because got a leng zai at the stage there.. haha.. i kept on took his photo.. non-stop.. sampat alrd.. haha.. it was a amazing and nice concert.. i love it.. thanks CHS.. hehe.. thanks for who performance for us.. now.. all is over.. this week.. so sienz.. go school to lepak.. lolx.. waste time only.. play poker in class.. thats all we do.. so.. today i didnt go for school.. stay at home is better than at school.. but.. tmr i needa go to school again.. needa decorate the LM board.. many gossip at there.. cant tahan..that day after meeting i immediately ran out from there.. i dont want mix into the problem.. so annoying when they told me what happened.. luckily that time i wasnt there.. if not.. i will suicide.. phew~ but tmr.. needa face them again.. every where is problem.. home is the best.. no need care all of that.. haiz.. finally.. i can online now.. connection got problem.. cannot online.. sobz.. many thing has happened.. making me feel myself outdated.. nvm.. i still can catch up.. hehe.. haiz.. i lost someone that i can talk to him well.. i dont know use which word to describe.. i think lost is best gua..? everything he doesnt tell me.. although it happened more than i expected.. one also he didnt tell me.. maybe he have forgotten me gua.. haiz.. i know how to put thing easily.. finally.. i have put him now.. take him not seriously anymore.. thanks Jesus.. but i knew i still like him.. but i will keep him in deep of my heart.. no one will knows it.. i still likes you..
- Cute Lemon Pooh -
