:: 13 August 2007 ::
:: 2:31 PM ::
♥ Hate that I love you ♥
is that real?
all i had thought in these while are wrong?
im too sensitive?
guess so...
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let me name the person as M. she is a clever girl. she good in everything she does. currently, or i should say it had started since this year? i couldnt communicate with her. i dont know whether she had turned bad or i had turned bad. both of us couldnt talk for long. for sure we will fight because of something we are talking. why uh? is my problem or her problem? i really cannot stand for long already. i rather to be silent than talk to her. i dont want to fight. i hate to fight. fight can spoil everything just in one second! why why why? every time she is like, want to find something to fight with me. thats what i feel in these while. she doesnt understand me. she doesnt know how i feel. since this year, i have this kind of feeling towards her. is that i had turned badly? or.... actually not only her, is the whole gang.
every time when i have a topic to talk with them, they will suddenly turn into very angry voice to talk to me. then i ask them why are they so kek/? you know what they answer me? they say : the question you ask is so "mo ming qi miao". (i dont know it in english) WHAT IS GOING ON?! im not emo. just that i didnt expect it will become more serious and more.
p.s. : do not comment other people so often. especially about bad thing. you are actually hurting them. do care other people's feelings.p.p.s. : appreciate what you have now. learn how to satisfy what you have and dont ask for more so often. actually your life may better than other people much much more.
