:: 01 June 2007 ::
:: 9:34 PM ::
♥ Hate that I love you ♥
tired
exhausted
what else? -.- went to pmo practice. practice makes perfect. yeah i know it. but it kills me too. tried hard and hard. practiced and practiced. someone made me moody. i dont want to write out what she did, because i know she didnt know she accidentaly did it. she dont know the words from her mouth hurt other people how many times. i can only say, "she is like that de lahx." but then my morning mood lehx. cant she give me a peace morning mood? spoiled my mood. morning mood is important to me. it decide im going to happy or moody. im moody all the day. but i still talk and smile like normal. nah, i dont hate her, i dont bu shuang her, i dont angry at her. she doesnt realise it, she's not mature yet, she still doesnt know how to care other people's feelings, she has to learn, and the time hasnt come yet. so, im waiting for it. hmm...
and i realised something, in pmo, got one senior doesnt really shuang me. i noticed it a few times already. i dont know it was just im too sensitive. but im quite sure about it. she NEVER smile to me. she looked at me without any expression. she treated me very cool. maybe, in her eyes, i am a rubbish for her. im not good in everything i do. why lehx? who can answer me? hmph.. please dont let me feel im so useless. i dont wanna look down at myself. nah, im not emo k. i just wondering why there is nothing that i good in.
p.s. : hard practice.. hard practice.. hard practice..
p.p.s : concert.. concert.. concert..
