:: 27 May 2007 ::
:: 10:46 AM ::
♥ Hate that I love you ♥
actually i was planned wanna write this post in chinese form. but i dont know how to use the chinese star. it is weird. it helps you explain the english form to chinese form. somemore my chinese so bad. very hard for me to understand it. i dont even know how to use it. quite annoying. so, im typing english now. lolx.
im going to sick. do you believe it? sick during the holiday. im going to die. i need to study during the holiday. it is hard to concentrate when you're sick. i feel dizzy now. lolx. thats why i didnt go to church. after my mum back sure she will blah blah bla on me. -.-" i dont want to sick ahhhhx.
from tmr onwards, holiday is start. is time to study. i made a timetable for myself. i dont want to waste time anymore. i want to get high marks in this term exam. hope my plan can work. because normally what i had planned wont success de. i look down on myself. thats real.
yesterday i went to pmo practice. i know im not good. i practiced seriously. but it doesnt give any result. what can i do lehx? pmo is the biggest problem in my life now. i dont feel want to face it. everytime when i think about this problem, for sure, "quit" will come across my mind. i want to let go everything. but i cant.
i feel im bad person. im good in nothing. not i want to look down at myself. everytime when i almost touch the brightness, there will be something push me into the darkness again. nah! im not feeling emo now k. i just hate myself. everything just can be simple. but something make it complicated. i really hope i never step into pmo.
* i wish i can play all the songs well.
* i wish the concert can go well like last year band concert.
* i wish everything just can go smoothly.
* i wish i can get good result in my exam.
