:: 27 April 2007 ::
:: 11:21 PM ::
♥ Hate that I love you ♥
well. im still online. although it is late of night. ( for my mother but not me xD ) the thing between sue ann and dan dan havent over yet. maybe, it just too hard for sue ann to forgive briana. is sue ann's own problem. her heart is stucking and she couldnt find the way out. thats why. teenagers are like that. you will do everything that you will never do when you lost yourself. i think, sue ann, she needs time. briana did many wrong things. example, she shouldnt treat sue ann in that way. sue ann treats her so good. because of her, her relationship between sue ann and her is getting worse. and, she should use a way that can make people forgive her. a special way. maybe that way may not special. but it can cure the hurt. if you want other people treat you nice, you should treat other people nice first. you will get back everything in the way how you treat other people. i always believe it. it is true.
today, joanna, louise, huei mien, ying ran and me went to CF activity. ( i forgotten the spelling of the activity X.X ) it was fun, meaningful, enjoyable. you will regret if you didnt go. they had invited a pastor, Ruben pastor ( if im not wrong ). he talked a lot about friend. he used cola can to describe human. you dont need a person who only because of your external. if that person, is your real friend, he/she doesnt want you to change yourself. he/she likes the way you are, and accept your everything. what the pastor said was really really true. another experience that i gained today. i can use it to help my friends. quite happy with it. although im late to pmo practice.
dear sue ann, i hope you read this. im not lieing de. i really really wanna help you. you do not lose any friend. you still have me. maybe you are not trust at me, but im willing to help you. i swear i didnt lie! you are just need someone to talk with, someone to open your heart, someone to pull you up from the darkness. i hope you will find that person as soon as possible. life is suffering with friends. your smile has been lesser already. dont be so sad lahx k? call or msg me if you want to. 0166558173. i will always be there for you. im not just say this that only, i will action if you let me to. i am willing to help you.
p.s. : every hurt need time to cure.
