:: 18 April 2007 ::
:: 2:32 PM ::
♥ Hate that I love you ♥
hmmmm. since i have long time didnt update my blog already. sienz. dont feel wanna blogging. lolx. hmmmm. where do i start lehx? last monday, me, Jane, kena tangkap by discipline teacher. haha. first time in this year lehx. since i had long time didnt kena from discipline teacher already. i kena because i didnt follow my class line to go back to my class. and the discipline teacher thought i ponteng assembly. lame reason right? -.- but, not only me lahx. got khoo, triple Y, lyn and others lahx. didnt kena anything also. the discipline teacher asked us standed at outside of discipline room form 2 period only. nothing de. i thought she wants to put our name in black list tim. cehhhh~nexttt, what am i gonna write lehhhx? hmmmm. ok. last saturday i had went to pmo practice. first time in this month. because of some reasons lahx.they practice the song, liang zhu. so, when they he zhou, i went to another room there practice by myself. i try to avoid myself from her. because, i couldnt face her. i was like lost all my strength when i saw her. scaryyy. there was a small guan mo hui on that day. that actually considered as performance lahx. i didnt perform. because, i cannot do it. i felt so bad when they asked me why im not in there. because, that performance was performed by all dan po members. and, im one of it. i really i really wana come out from it. i couldnt be myself, couldnt show my own character in pmo. so, i decided wanna quit after the concert. but lyn said im stupid. because, since i had put so many effort into it, why i still wana quit? lolx. still have three months go to concert. ka yaooo lahhhhx. and, i have performance on anugerah day which on this saturday. arghhh. needa memorize the song and i havent memorize it. lolx. hope everything will go smooth lahx. and! i realised one thing. siow hoe, which is one of the ajk pmo, he is scary! he can talk softly like a sheep. he can fierce like a tiger. couldnt find the real of him. lolx. dont want go nearer to him. he made me scared of him. shhhhh! dont tell anyone. xPnext, my class. haha. a dao gei class. there will be many handphones if got sport check in my class. everyday they bring their handphones to school. and, let my classmates use their phone. nowadays the most popular was the quara pop. the game that you can only find in sony ericson phones. it kinda fun de. train your brain xD. last friday was louise's birthday. i had pour water on her. whole bottle. haha. she kena chalks and duster too. my class is really fun. everyday play only. most of them have no limits when they play. so, easily to make other people angry. and, science, we had learnt til chapter 4, reproduction. haha. so funny lahx. especially khoo and anslem. khoo made those noise made us laugh. anslem pula asked those weird question. haha. and miss poon was like experienced before. taught us this that like a woman who had married xD. the bm teacher, mohd rizal. finally i remember his name. lolx. he sucks lahx. dont know how to teach de! i feel suffer when he is teaching. lolx. he makes me feel sleepy. lolx.nextt, recently i like to listen to slow songs. like, pretty boy, the day you went away, zhuan shi tian shi and ai cuo. those sad songs lahx. their lyrics are meaningful. like pretty boy, " oh my pretty pretty boy i love you like i, never ever loved no one before you, oh pretty pretty boy of mine, just tell me you love me too, oh my pretty pretty boy i need you, oh my, pretty pretty boy i do, let me inside, make me stay, right beside you... " lam hor? guys, if you sing this song to a girl, the girl may feel touch xD. i sang the zhuan shu tian shi everyday in class, till dan also knew how to sing although she didnt hear before. haha. geng lehhx. outside is rainy now. best time to sleep. i realised i can write many things especially when i am alone in house. i had started study. xD. tomorrow needa paku the kayu. kao mang! T.T i hope i can get the cable soon.p.s. : i cannot be so emotional anymore. i wanna do best in everything i cant! oh yeah~ =))
