:: 31 March 2007 ::
:: 9:16 PM ::
♥ Hate that I love you ♥
finally i had updated it now. satisfy yin wei? haha. actually i was planned dont want to update de. since you ask to, i update lohx. haha. im so good right? XD today, i had skipped pmo practice. bcz i have to go ''shao mu''. my daddy's grave. so, early in the morning, my mom woke me up already. i woke up with a bad mood. these few days, i was moody. especially when i was alone. no matter where am i. thrusday, taken class photo. a smile that so fake. so obvious that i forced myself to smile. and i have a feeling that i will not nice in that photo. aikz. the lukisan made me die. kh lukisan. have to mark down the measurement. actually the kayu i was designed it to put my little hamtaro and bears. so, it different from the original one. and i hope it will look nicer. hehe. i noticed that, almost the whole 3b3 peoples are dao gei. really. they like to play water lahx, play throwing pencil case and others. recently throwing pencil case is more popular. and, my little pooh became one of the victim too. bad leong yin wei! thrown my little pooh to khoo but not me! bad bad lahx u! dao gei mui! xD. that time i was ponteng class. xD anyway, i wana thank to kenn. he created the b3 forum to let us spam and crap. thanks! spamming kinda fun xD. but i had bored with it already. sienz lahx. so many topics. spam there spam here. hmmmm... so, what to update again? if i said i am not sad about the thing happened on monday. probably i am cheating him. i realised that i quite useless. not good in anything except crapz. once again, i had looked down at myself again. i am sad til i couldnt drop any tears. and, i good in pretending too. haha. everytime i touch computer, i can feel the sadness around me. so, i dont feel wanna touch computer. even hp too. i need someone to talk to. someone that can give me opinion. i asked lyn, she couldnt teach me. i asked kuan, she said she will do sth on him, and i dont know what will she do. i asked suet, she said my love towards him had more than the line alrd. aikz! kao mang!
p.s. : thanks kenn!
p.p.s. : i will try myself to become happier. dont worry. =]
