:: 01 February 2007 ::
:: 6:07 PM ::
♥ Hate that I love you ♥
I hate you, bitch! ops, ya not a girl, cannot be a bitch! stupid! i hate you! why are treating me in that way?! and let me found out by myself!! i hate this!! if you dont like me, straight away tell me! not hide yourself or force yourself to treat me good and pretend nothing happen!! i dont want it! just straight away tell me!! cant you do that?! is not hard to do that!! it wont hurt me!! but then it is hurting me when i found out by myself!! i'm hurt, sad, disappointed!! how can you treat me in this way?! i thought of i'm one of close person to you and you really treat me a important person to you!! now only i know i was totally wrong!! i was totally stupid!! how can you hurt me like that?! i'm a girl, not a guy!! you are a guy and thought of this way may not hurt me but you are totally wrong!! I'M GIRL!! A GIRL THAT EASILY GET HURT!! i hate you!! somemore i treat you as one of the close person to me, even closer than my family!! and i have treated you as one of my family, one of the important person, one of the person i cares of, one of the person i love!! but then, how you treat me?! you are totally hurt my heart!! alright, i know you didnt love me, i have accepted this, and i only treat you as one of the close friend that i have. and, what you have did to me?! i'm a human!! i'm a living things!! i hate you!! you are a cold-blooded person!! i dont want see you anymore!! i know you may have read this, dont ask me who is the person, YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!! don't let me saw you anymore, if not, i will kill you!!
