:: 06 January 2007 ::
:: 5:05 PM ::
♥ Hate that I love you ♥
hei! I'm here again! haha! Form3 life, not easy, complicated than form2 life. But i hope it will be a better year than form2. Hmm, suddenly, i miss church. I have two weeks didnt go to church. Miss the moment worship Lord. Now, I listening to worship song, it so touch, I love u, Jesus! You're the one save me from the darkness, You're always live in my heart.These few days, I didnt come to write blog. You know what, I'm too busy with studies. Tuition & study, haiiiiiz~ This is, my life! Yesterday, I was stay back for practice. Suddenly, leader asked us to take all the instrument to hall to practice. Lolx! It was so hot! HOT HOT HOT!!! till 4.30. Then, today also got practice, PMO practice. so tired lahhx! Hope someone ccome and massage me, hehe! Ahhhhhx! I dont know how to arrange my time ahhhhx! Many homeworks are waiting for me! I have to read Sejarah & Science. Feel very tired of form3 life. If I can choose, I rather I can be kid forever. Kids are so good. They dont need to think anything, just play and sleep. Shiok nya~ That kind of life, who can give me? Everytime, what I want, what I wish, normally, I cant get it. God fool me/? Dont know, only God knows it. I WANT A PERSON BE MY RUBBISH BIN! BUT, THE PROBLEM IS I DONT KNOW HOW TO THROW RUBBISH AT OTHER PEOPLE! I DONT KNOW HOW TO OPEN MY MOUTH! NOBODY CAN FEEL WHAT I FEEL! NO ONE UNDERSTAND MY PROBLEM, EVEN MY BEST FRIEND! Jesus, HELP!!! Ahhhhhhx! Why am I negative thinking?!! I cant control my mind!p/s: the big letter there, is hard to understand. If you clever enough, you will understand it.Wake up, Jane!
