:: 29 November 2006 ::
:: 9:17 PM ::
♥ Hate that I love you ♥
hei hei.. ahhhhx.. tired nia.. helping is tired.. went to church for helping.. my job is translate.. translate english to chinese for those kids.. they are so cute.. haha.. love you!! kids!! children!!!today.. went to butterfly park.. nice actually.. those kids kept on hug me.. they are scared of butterfly.. actually.. me too.. im scared of butterfly too.. haha.. my team.. got a pastor.. and R [ secret person] and me.. he ahhx.. i feel wanna kill him.. he caught a big butterfly and frightened me.. no.. he was not only frightened me.. and other kids too.. scream nia.. aiyoyo.. *flash back* those kiids are cute lahx.. they are young.. no problems for them to think.. no.. totally no at all.. quite jealous them.. what they need to think is just simple.. not complicated.. children are good.. they should not waste my childhood times.. childhood.. best memories for me.. it was totally fun.. i love it.. childhood is the best time for you to enjoy the life.. once you grow older.. your thinking is changing.. when sister Rebbecca sent me back home.. she made me realise that many thing that i know is right.. the thing i know and i should do that way.. i didnt do it.. what she told me is like what i told my friends who sad.. oh my.. know how to advise other people but dont know how to action.. aiyoyo.. i should change.. anyway.. in this program.. although my status is a helper.. but i learnt many thing.. not only them.. me too.. thanks Lord for giving chance to me.. and.. should i go for the gathering.. should i go for the camp..? should i?? blur.. really in confuse.. blur blur blur.. anyway.. is time for me to sleep.. tired lahx.. nitez nitez.. =]- What do I need?
- What do I want?
- What should i do so that i wont regret what I have decided?
love,Jane
