:: 17 October 2006 ::
:: 11:58 PM ::
♥ Hate that I love you ♥
hei hei.. i will stop blogging as long as i have this computer.. hehe.. monday.. i have watched Initial D.. kinda nice and funny.. not regret to skip my lunch.. hehe.. my lunch has became my tea time yesterday.. but is worth.. ^^ today.. me pulak watched I m not stupid2.. hehe.. a nice movie too.. i watched it again although i have watched before.. it was a nice movie what.. laugh till stomach pain.. the mother.. Tom&Jerry's mother.. is worst.. almost same with my mother.. but luckily my mother better than her a bit.. keke.. not zhat-ing my mother.. is the truth what.. no need.. this blog is belongs to me.. who can control uh..? even my mother wana control me also dont let.. so.. just have a FEW peoples can control me.. erm.. tomorrow going to watch Click.. hehe.. my friend told me that it was funny movie.. i hope is will be and i will enjoy it.. 我 -- 江鱼仔。。终于想通了。。虽然只想通一些，而一些还是迷迷糊糊的。。不过总算想到一些了。。对他。。我不会变得自私。。别人可能我会他们比较自私。。但是他，我做不到。。或许这叫爱情的魔力吧。。唉！谁叫我爱上他喔。。明知道是陷阱，还要才个脚去，是不是在事烦呢？若不是当初我一时的贪玩，我的心就不会那么痛吧？爱一个人，就要给他自由，让他做想做的事，既然他并不喜欢我，我还那么死缠烂打又何必呢？所以，我开始松手了，不过，我不觉得我会放手，除非，我特地与他失联络，可是，这是最好的方法，也是最烂的方法，如果不成功，反而会把事弄得更糟。。唉！他，摆明了他不喜欢我，而且还拒绝了我，虽然不是很明显，可是对我来说是很明显。我觉得我对他，也是模模糊糊的，可是爱他确实很认真的，不是假的，他在我头脑里，很模糊，一片空白，好像我一点都不了解他。他天天转送简讯给我，这是因为他送简讯给我免费的，所以才差不多天天来找我。唉！这样让我无法与他失去联络！我的手不受我的控制，一直按按按，就这样回了他！哎哟！我真的好不明白他啦！我不知道他到底要怎样？！说他很明白我，因为他已渡过了我这样的年龄。唉哟！他可以用脑想吗？或许有一半是，但肯定一半不是！他又不是女生，他怎样明白呀？他根本不明白女生的心嘛！尤其是我！下定决心，要和他失去联络，默默的喜欢着他，把这份感情淹没在我的心理，不会让人轻易的打开了。。我好喜欢你，是认真的。-Jane-
